A while

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an offline journal from Mami

It has been a while. Gone through countless number of quizzes, MPP meetings, raya holiday, raya celebration, mid semester exams, mid semester break (where I went to Cameron with my family and had a whole load of peaceful fun!) and now I only have one and a half semester left until UniKL! 
I told myself I would blog every day. Didn't happen. Who would've thought that life in college would be this busy. Or is it because I keep on keeping myself busy? 

Life in college has been tough. Messing. But I miss home. There's really nothing fun to do here. If I'm not doing my assignments or studying, I'd be trying to sleep or sleeping. It's the same thing over and over again. But if there's one thing I look forward to while being here, it'd be going home. The Raya Haji holiday is coming soon... I honestly could not wait. But after that I'd be buried in books for the finals. 4 FLAT

I'm liking my roommates. Hannah and Wani, when I'm stressed out and not in the mood, they'd jump around all happy as if they just had some happy pills. Without them, I don't think I would've done well in my Mid Sem since I'd feel guilty every time I'm slacking off and they're studying. But I do get annoyed... when I wake up and the lights are not switched off, when an unnecessary alarm goes off at 5 o'clock and the one who set it has no intentions of waking up and when the door's not shut properly. But I'm blessed to have them as my roommates. Xoxo (inner joke) roommates. 

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